Okaylahoma

Ok...I said some stuff a couple of days ago on this here blog, that I might of said without thinking through. I don't hate Oklahoma...I in fact like where Oklahoma City is heading. The city has a lot of great plans for bettering the community, both aesthetically and economically. With I-40 in the process of being re-located, I feel there is a huge oppurtunity for small businesses and the parks and recreations deptartment, with a proposed boulevard with a park streching down the middle and small shops lining the street. How cool is that...? With I-40 moving and the terrible stretch of highway that stands in it place leaving, there should be a lot of land development streching from about Reno Ave. to the Oklahoma River all the way to Agnew and Villa. Uhh, who else thinks this is stinkin cool? Sure..........Oklahoma City is REAALLY stretched out. I mean it is like, the 3rd largest city in the country (square feet)...or something like that. True, you can get nowhere on foot...and if you ride your bike anywhere, good luck not getting hit. For being a friendly city people who live here are terribly impatient and close minded. If you want to kill someone on your way to work, or to the gas station, or to soccer practice, or to church....be my guest. Just ask yourself if its worth hitting a person. I've had friends killed, and hit....just out riding...how cool huh? Yeah no. It's not cool, its terrible. Why risk it all to save....maybe a few seconds?

Anyway, I think Oklahoma City is headed in the right direction. I just nead a change of pace and scenery. I feel like once I get my degree, I will have exhausted all that this city has to offer me....for now. I'm just not very happy here, and I want to take a chance on bettering myself elsewhere. Take a chance on happiness. I like to take chances. They make life so exciting.


RESPONSIBILITY

I can handle it. Sometimes I like to, I just don't like being out of my element. But who does? Uncomfortablilty sometime is the best thing in the world for a person. I recently found this out....aaaand, its really changed my life for the definite good. But sometimes well, most of the time...we hate being uncomfortable because you are of course uncomfortable. Comfort is what any logical person seeks comfort, it just makes sense. Maybe it's because I've never been presented with a lot of responsibility....I don't know what it is and I dont feel figuring out why won't solve anything. I deal with it, day to day. Slowly but surely and better late than never, I am being more and more responsible. I find myself doing it. Maybe I'm growing up...? who knows..........who cares. So, I hope I clarified some stuff.