such and such.

Day to day life...hmm, it has become terribly boring for me in 2009.

I dont know what it is, I have just found myself in this crappy routine that leaves me bored and lethargic all dang day. I pretty much do 3 things everyday, thats work, ride my bike and eat. Thats it. BORING.

I have Attention Deficit Disorder and that might contribute to the boredom I encounter in repetition. Other than being distracted 90% of the time, I've been let down a lot recently. I used to have a hard time with getting my hopes up. If someone said they would do this...or do that, I would get excited and expect whatever to happen. When it didn't happen I would get pissed or sad. Now, its just oh well. I'm used to let downs now.

It's strange though, cycling...kinda my passion, has been going pretty garsh dang good these past months...I've not finished outside the top 10 in my last 4 or 5 races. So thats good...I'm really happy with that apect of my life right now...Its the other crap thats gettin me down.